Monday, March 14, 2011

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I know what i'm doing now is a little childish. But I did it because I am not myself at the moment. I'm in deep pain and hurt. All I wanna find now is a cure. I just need a cure!

Dear God, be my cure?

I was so in love, I gave every of my time and effort and I hold on so long and strong, I never fail to let go. All I wanted was not only to love, but to be loved. I was all prepared and when it strikes me, I just can't explain how I felt with words.

When I hear it, I froze. I couldn't speak. I shed droplets of tears wondering what happened to everything we said. What happened to the "We'll go through the sucky road together! We'll go through every obstacles together!" I know I can't keep it low so I forced myself to continue the conversation and...

Only God understands how i'm really feeling.

Seriously, I myself want to move on. My mind's open but my heart's stubborn.

P.S. I don't care if it's too emotional but IT'S MY FREAKING BLOG! SO I DON'T FREAKING CARE! =P

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